Dear Pip,


You are the sweet girl who defends her abusive boyfriend;you are the person who still believes he can become a successful actor after being rejected for ten years.You grow,make mistakes,and infuriate us all, but I guess that's what makes you human.Just a human that I would never get along with. I can't relate to you because I believe I am a realist.I have always wondered how people can lie to themselves(something you have done,whether you believe it or not) and have at times wished I could do it to myself.I realize,though, that that will get you nowhere. Many of us have wanted what you have wanted:A luxurious life,a beautiful partner. Unlike you,it doesn't take some of us ten years to realize what is good,bad,important and not important. I do not claim to be the best at figuring it out,but I surely am better than you.That's saying a lot for a teenage girl who's obsessed with bunnies to be smarter than a grown man....


I had a very enjoyable conversation today with a group of people that made me think about my judgement.I have never minded my judgement because I just said out loud what people were thinking and I never judged someone for things they can't control, such as their parent's income or their nationality. I believe I can still enjoy your story without enjoying you(still judging,but not that in a way that it gets in the way).I love the themes that are present in your journal and that is the only reason that I semi enjoy it. You are just begging to be judged because you are,in an infuriating way, realistic. You aren't a murder or a saint; you are the person that we all know that all we can do is shake our heads at.


PS. I understand that  a lot of people were confused with your new partner.I see why you got with Estella.She finally became honest with herself just as you had.You by no means had a happy ending(she's divorced,you're old and not rich),but I guess that's how life is.You got what you always wanted in a way that doesn't make your story seem predictable or cliche. Plus,who is better for you than Estella?You guys are both ridiculous and vain.After all, if people like Michelle Bauchman can get married I'm sure a couple of idiots like you too can as well.Also,you should name your daughter Pippi and make her deal with stocks...preferably long ones.